1. 10800) There’s a girl at my school who’s so thin. I don’t know if she has an ED, or if she just can’t absorb the calories in what she eats, but I swore to myself that I’d never get so bad that I wanted to look like her. Now I do. This ED is ruining my life, and I have no control anymore.

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  2. Last year i weighed 5 lbs less at this time… It’s driving me crazy.

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  3. 9496) I feel pretty decent when I’m with people. Eating makes me extremely nervous, but I usually feel okay. It’s when I get home that I feel the guilt and sadness. I feel like I’m lying to everyone and pretending to be “happy” when I am the farthest thing from it. I’ve become a two faced bitch.

    forbiden-adventures:

    And while i was just eating my cousin asked me if i had ana i just smiled and said “nooo way!” And kept eating…

    I posted this to my main blog and left it there O-O

    3 weeks ago  /  106 notes  /  Source: confessionsabouteds

  4. 9375) I was talking to a girl in my class who is quite popular and we rarely talk but she kept saying I’m ‘so skinny’ and I kept disagreeing but then she said ‘you’re like, anorexic you’re so skinny why don’t you agree’ and I just didn’t know what to say.

    .-. This happens with my family a lot.

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  5. 9376) My fat is the absolute first thing on my mind the second I wake up. I can barely remember when it wasn’t.

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  6. I’m just going to let myself relapse…. I feel so much more relaxed letting it take over.

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  8. lovemovement:

I cant wait until school starts..

I love it. I loved it so much, i could relax, but then my stomach started growling in classes and it just got so loud that my social anxiety thoughts were stronger than ana thoughts so i have to force myself to eat at school too usually eating all the fruits from my lunch and my friends was enough to please both thoughts…

    lovemovement:

    I cant wait until school starts..

    I love it. I loved it so much, i could relax, but then my stomach started growling in classes and it just got so loud that my social anxiety thoughts were stronger than ana thoughts so i have to force myself to eat at school too usually eating all the fruits from my lunch and my friends was enough to please both thoughts…

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  10. schoolofpain:

Perfection

    schoolofpain:

    Perfection

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